Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Sleep Talking

After a tired day, I went back home and wanted to play game. My energy level was near to zero that I immediately fall asleep. Many things run through my mind while I am sleeping. Once again, I sleep talk.

It happened to me all the while. But, I never thought it actually reflect my dream to the reality. What an embarrassing moment. A few of my friends were there. I said " I love u, wo ai ni" when I am dream talking. !!!!!! The fortunate part is I din mention which girl.... hooo.. what a relief.

Ok.. It end here. SO next time, when I am sleep talking, please ignore me.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Move on

After some moody and stressful weeks, I finally settle down but I am still not prepared for the next semester. The next semester is going to commence... tomorrow. I had been through so many difficulties, obstacles, and I cant tell u, unless u are dead, these problems will keep coming after u.

Something just went bad. My relationship with YH had reached a stagnant, somethings went wrong somewhere. I tried to befriend with him but he just pushed it away. Why? Lol. I am sure it got something to do with me. I think most of the problems would be from me. What should I do now? Argghh.. go and apologise to a person who branded me "fucker" all the time? I don like to correct anyone. Just not me.

A few months ago, a girl had been staying away from me. I know, my attitude always cause me a lot of problems. I had try to change, adapt, accommodate to every1 around me. CY had advised me, sometime, as a human, I nid to let other people know where is my limit. Me, a person who born to be tidak-apa attitude, cost me big time.

I had been thking for quite a long period wat had hit me. The solution is I need God. I am nothing without Him, I need his guidance. I can tell from my experience. I never felt so helpless b4. It is time to move on.. with God.

Monday, July 7, 2008

3.33

It is 3.33am in the morning where I made most imba performance ever on dota.

At the beginning of dota game, I was presented with 800 golds. I brought a chic, turn it into a courier and 4 observer wards. Guess wat my hero is? Kotl

I was outlevel and outfarm by rhasta. In the middle of the game, my courier is being killed. Why? I bring it to scout and I forget about it.

Eventually,
jay714 had left the game.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

First blood

Without further delay, I am going to embark on my new blog after I left behind blogging for such a long time. I had lost the appetite to blog for some reasons and now, I am back with a bang since I got my new laptop.

Chun Yeong was surprise when I told him I am going to start a new blog. Ya, I am the kind of man who swing with my mood. I dunno what had gone through my mind but suddenly I found the feeling to blog.

Ok. That all I am going to blog. Good luck to CY as he is going to exam tomorrow and I am going to speak in front of around 300 new recruits of monash.